live. love. laugh. xoxo

All the what ifs that crowded my brain suddenly disappearing.. And I’m so proud that I get by after all what happened to me, my friends, my peaceful slumber and my heart.

Looking forward to:

• More stressful weeks or should I say months.
• More information/Knowledge. (sobrang dami ko pang hindi alam)
• More me-time. Healthy me. Enough of unhealthy crap. :D
• Graduation Day! Yeah!
• Summer: Tarlac, La Union, Boracay and Bohol.
• Greater faith, Great L-o-v-e. Happy heart.

How more happy could I possible be? Everything else that comes along is really just a Bonus.

Live. Laugh. Love. xoxo.

heart's month it is. :)

sabi nila follow your heart daw, and that love would lead you to the right path. Pero how would you know if you're on the right track kung sa umpisa palang hindi mo na alam what's on your heart?.

.Masakit, magulo, malabo, complicated. I guess that's how it will always be. pero despite all of it's frills. wala paring tatalo sa sarap ng feeling that it could bring :)

.Wala namang pertinent law na nagbabawal magkamali diba? so leave that frightened heart of yours and lure into what is possibly there. And even if Past matters 'til now. that's pretty OK. U-turn here is always allowed. And you could always hit the brake if you wanted to stop.Just don't forget to enjoy the ride, for that's how love's journey supposed to be.

.Drive your heart and go where you wanted to because that is where true happiness would lead you. :)

From my happy heart to yours. Happy heart's Day!!

gemini

I don’t know what’s in you, that query me a lot. Should I give it a shot or should I just lay back? Should I follow the star or just leave it like that? Will you choose to stay even if it’s tough?

I’m close to running but you made me calmly stay. I almost close it but I’d rather wait ‘til that day.

Coz to believe is what Pisces Do, even if it’s hard to understand a Gemini like you.

so unreal..

dismayed, is what exactly i feel.
they were smiling like it was so real.
they talk behind somebody's back
when they don't even know the fact.

back stabbers is the name,
I don't know whats the game

One of this day everybody will know,
their true face will show
that behind those friendly facade
lies an unknown crap.

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But unlike the old times, i wouldn't bargain for the truth.. a lot had been said but they will just deny it i know. Just please don't smile, if what you freaking feels is unlikely.. don't bother to talk coz i know you'll just float.

I didn't remember any incidence that i hurt your name, I was so real yet you didn't do the same.
may magagawa pa ba ako? is being prank not good for you? so take that against me for all you can.. gone are the words you just said nonchalantly so is the truth that i thought you're somebody.

thank you for those who understand, thank you for those who were so loyal.
just like what nica said in one of her quotes:
"i don't gave anyone reasons to hate me, they create their own little drama of pure insecurity"

glad that i'm still smiling sincerely :)

It's your choice..

When I was a lil-bit younger, I never failed to rant when certain unwanted negative feelings creep my happy nest. But when I decided to step back, I get a glimpse of significant people I'm walking with in this journey of life.

What's the point? I realized that life isn't always what i have but whom I share it with.

Sure, there will be tons of joke life will throw upon you but its up to you on how to react on it. So get up and laugh your heart out because that's how jokes are meant to be.

With faith as you go along the way.. you'll never go astray :)

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to adryl,

thank you for the comment.
much appreciated :) hope to see you soon :)
miss you!

In the Midst..

in a small span of time.. sobrang daming nabago sa aking buhay. waa.. I know that i've always wanted to try to step out of my comfort zone pero parang i've change my mind na. ack!

But then again just like what mom always say.. struggle victoriously.
where is the optimistic marilou by the way?..

Somehow, i'm excited na rin. Sure, it will be different.. but who knows what lies ahead?

i'm still living and breathing.. what more can say? :)

ME and beyond

First time in our entire life nangyari na my sister and I were miles apart from Mom, Its 16 days na to be exact and on may 19 pa sya babalik from BohoL. Everybody's celebrating mother's day pa naman. waa.. we can't throw any presents tuloy, well aside from phone call. tsk.
Hope her long vacation with lola at bohol does wonders. :)
Love you mom! happy Mother's day! can't wait to see you :)

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aus din yung may blog noh? I get to scan back stuff that i wrote from the past, feel na emotions I put into words to form a paragraph.. smirk by the thought na I discover something on my own :)

These are the words in me.. me beyond what other's cant see :)